it’s become my shadow,
my pillow
and my only friend...
A bed to lie in...........
when i am unwell
While, if I envy you
or scorn your kind...
The chasm intervenes us...
Your mind is not my mind...
Today I feel rejected,
Or am I just
pushing you away...
The look I gave you
and the silence
says all I really want to say
This is all
All I’ve ever had
I’ve grown accustomed
Don’t you push me
Don’t... you.....push.......me.
I’m so qurky?
don’t you want me,
i’m so sweet.
I will adore you
More than I adore me
Im all you ever wanted
Just don’t look inside.
Pandora's kisses
written by Tui Cook
27/8/06
About Me
- Tui
- I’m a budding artist and Wiccan (barefoot) goth from Queensland, Australia. Both my parents are artists. Father (sculptor and photographer) Mother (visual mixed media artist) I’ve been drawing portraits of people, for about 3 years now. I’m a huge reader.. I’ll read anything by Graham Phillips. Also I love the science fiction writer Ray Bradbury. Love Barker, Rice, Poe, Les danials,Kim Newman and Robert Rankin. My favorite movie of all time is “Pink Floyd’s the Wall.” Coming close second is In The Mouth of Madness.” I do have a partner but prefer a more open approach to relationships, being bisexual and rather polyandrous minded. At my funeral however, I need to play Moonchild, by King Crimson. It’s hauntingly beautiful. I listen to a lot of metal: I Love the early metal and rock greats...Aussie metal. (Volatile!!) Own Manson and John 5...blah blah blah..Own a lot of black metal. (Emperor, immortal, cradle) Also love Covenant. Can’t deal with too much death metal though. I love poetry. I write myself, but love the classic works of Frost. My favorite poem by Robert Frost is called “Fire and Ice” It’s a matter-of-fact, look on the end of the world. I Love it.
1 comment:
Tui, in checking your mum's blog to see if she has entered anything since flying to Australia, I thought of you.
Although you and I have never met, I have heard about you for years. Your mum and I are good friends. She has been a wonderful support over the years and I will never forget how her frankness and honesty helped me to hurdle a large puddle that lay before me. I will be eternally grateful to her.
While it is an unfortunate reason that your mum has come back to Australia, perhaps you and she will have some time with one another. If you get the chance, I hope it helps to wash away the blues you were feeling a couple of weeks ago.
You all are in thought.
Love, Yvette
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